I myself understand completely how he felt and how frustrating the last few months have been. I’ve barely logged on the last 30 days due to personal things and being completely stressed out trying to lead as well, which may have contributed to the decision a bit.
When Khalil proposed giving me a sack, which feels like forever ago, i said NO, around 4 times before i accepted. Anyone that knows me, knows i hate telling people what to do, it was the last thing i wanted honestly. I felt like it was something i needed to do to help Khalil, who was doing everything himself.
I’m a bit of a weirdo when it comes to FF11. I believe in keeping your mouth shut and going about your business. I hate talking and i hate bragging more. I log in each day as if i’m going to fight an HNM for the first time. It keeps me motivated and fresh and i never get bored, even after 130 Fafs.
I would, however, go back and change how hardcore we were towards Fafnir and switch that to Tiamat, Dark Ixion, and Sandworm. At the end of the day we did what the members wanted, and they all wanted Ebodies and Ridills. I believe we ended with 20 ebodies and 12 ridills. Most of us that came to Ramuh from Kujata and Shiva had done well over 100 Tiamats, so it was a bit of a departure that we took it so casual.
As of right now i have no idea what i’m going to do. I absolutely hate being considered a server transfer as i myself dislike server hoppers. It’s ironic that i even care because i don’t take anything personal. I log on and it’s just time to get business done. I love competition and i understand it leads to bitterness and rudeness, but it’s never bothered me.
I respect TAL and Pixies and have only had issues with a few of them being complete idiots. You know, the type that if you went to a pub for a beer with, you’d want to just knock the fuck out for being a douche. I’m sure they’re happy to see Khalil go. He’s so hated and i never understood it. He’s brutally honest with everyone, which i love, and i’m sure that has a lot to do with it.
Blah blah blah blah blah, anyways….